Now what?

I have arrived home today to discover there is nothing to do.

In my haste to complete all for new year and Father's visit I have done everything I am able to consider. Now I am left with nothing to prepare. Even the barn has been cleaned of dust and stray stalks of straw.

I am only left with the thoughts of something left undone but unknown to my mind that it is. Cherry has called it "The deer in the headlight look." I understand that to be I stare with no expression or thought to do anything. It is disturbing for me.

I have the daily tasks that are required. I must feed Peevy and groom him. I see to Fat Luey's and Nangua's feeding and care. I find myself walking to the road to fetch mail. I could simply get it as I drive in but then I am left with more time that has no task to fill it.

A positive thought is Coastie will visit me on the weekend. He is taking me to the Winter Festival in Wallowa County. It is some distance away I am told. We will leave early Saturday and spend the day there.

Until then, I am bored.